Let’s start of with the fact that I was talking to my parents about this and they had said that slowly niceala and Marie will leave. I told them no that is not true that is bot niceals person and that she wouldn’t really do that. Generally, I am always right when come to my parents but sadly you are were this cycle ends. This is what hurts the most my parents talked to me and they warned me about this exact situation. But I was being naive and stupid.
1) I really don’t know what to say so many things are on my mind because like what is this was I just there to be used as your friend only when you needed me like what am I you. I’ve already been broken down by Marie I really don’t want or need this it will be more. Another problem is that I thought that we were friends (but then again, I understand that 5 friends is greater then 1) but that still I don’t know; I just feel like I was betrayed by SHE who was closest to me and the feeling of loneliness and despair I don’t know. But what I thought of when I had just heard from Daniel was that am I really that repulsive like will ania be next and what is soul crushing is that you sai...
